As much as I loved cars.not formula ones though.but i have to say its one good experience to be able to see the actual moving live size car and hear the formula one engine roar through like some jet fighter.

And of course i enjoyed with baby.:)

first place we went to see "before they set up a barricade" was at raffles city and during that time was the porsche practice session or something.hehehs.quite cool.i mean never seen so many GT3s before.and all modded and sounded beter than the stock.hahahs.although i didnt like the sound very much.

Porsche Video

And after that got a little bit sian and we walked and ate at suntec a while.taking a few pictures

:)

And after back to viewing the F1 cars and they are screamingly sweet.

some pictures captured.

many people looking from their hotels and taking pictures hahs.

a part of the track

and while coming in.i spotted...or baby and i spotted this!HAHAS a 599GTB.well there were like 3-4 F430's and Spyders as well.but didnt have time to snuck out the cam to take pictures.

dont know what car.lols

maybe a merc?

and this is the one i got it correct just by looking at it.without refering to anything.a Ferrrari!

and baby like this one car.which is the loudest.i felt pain and that chilling feeling up my spine when the car drove pass..i mean all the cars gave this chilling feeling.veryshiok.hahahs but that baby like one was screaming.and very obvious that it was the loudest...and that car is....a....oks i still dont know.haahs cant find that car.

And some videos for that deafening feel of the F1 cars.

The straights

The bends

:)

Oks..i finally understood the temptation and the advancement of life.

well seeing that baby's friends have cars too.i really got tempted to buying my own one as well.i mean it izzint all impossible actually.with monthly installments of 200-300 for a nissan sunny plus help from my dad.i can get my own car..or...half half shared..and its do-able especially if i can work in chem industries and all..

but thats also where the problem is for me.its a form of temptation.i mean the ultimate goal i want izzint a nissan sunny....

so its quite hard for me to decide at the moment.we'll see how it goes:).

ive realised now how come so many people fall into the same trap.i mean....its ok if the car is sponsored by parents.thats like bliss...but if like renting a car and all.(not foolish) but not a very decisive decision..could cost up to $80 per day.

and im beginning to feel that stress.of..wanting to advance into somewhere.its tempting.but since my NS is coming i dont see much point of getting a car and all..i mean yea weekends..but still..well...very tough decision for me i feel.we'll see how it goes.i just have to blame and regret for not using time efficiently when im in my teens.i think thats the perfect time to fool around with business.and build up.well.it will start now..

no more regrets i guess.

i love cars:)

Well. ive reached to the stage that i dont care how people view me as.i mean i guess i know how i am like.i know my weaknesses and i definitely will admit to them...

im quite stubborn now that i think about it.i dont like people telling me things i already know or especially something that im very....aggressive in.like say playing a computer game.i dont like someone telling what to do for that.:)

but of course ill listen.whether it is valid is for my own mind to decide.

And i guess hahahs that now its quite impossible..(not really) but its very difficult to say whos rich,whos not,whos smart,whos not,whos mature,whos not,you love her more,or she loves you more.because in a way.its just speculating out and from emotions.

love rich and maturity can never be defined i guess.no way to calculate..someone who spends a lot might think he/she is rich..but is it really the case??...from what i observe..it seems that the middle class spends more than the rich.the rich owns more than the middle class.get it?:)

and it is quite easy to see whos rich..or no...let me correct my sentence..whos from a richer family..i have this habit of looking at someone's face and guessing whether this person's has a well-to-do parents and all.like if im on the bus and id try notice the people's faces and guess which stop they'll drop....ya i know..lame..

but the fantasy of "rich" excites me.money excites me too.not the "money" excites me...."making money" excites me.baby has a friend who is like working and independent and "rich" well..the boyfriend's "rich" too.looks like late 20's to me.or even 30's..and baby's friends existence makes me want to compete with them...the rich part im still quite doubtful.because when i use the word rich...that person better be living in a bungalo or owns a "porsche" at least.but for baby's friend..i guess the word to use that impacts me more would be "independence"...id better  be harder on myself and not act like a gay prince with parents feeding me too.

maturity too cant be defined..some people who thinks sex is not allowed until marriage..doesnt mean that that person is mature izzint it?:).so i guess maturity to me is just...nothing more than a noun:).the words can anyhow fly with "mature" trying to offend the other party but...if one knows well.the word mature..just seems..unusable.actions and the verbal usually doesnt tally.from what i know.

love is of course needless to say unmeasurable.

so i feel words are usually inaccurate.especially when it is a specialised field where every word needs to protray a defined significant meaning..it is even more important to make sure the meaning of the sentence is exactly comprehensable as how the author wants it to be.

And a few months ago.i input an entry on the economy.well.

what can i say.,

HERE WE GO!!

hahahs.well hearing a few things about the economy makes me excited  on how i can use this good timing .we'll know who is right...my dad...or me:)

hahahs.well he kinda pissed me off saying a few things i disagree.so ill prove him wrong.

A lot of personal thoughts inside i guess.i guess im a dreamer trying to bring his castle down to the ground.

in my mind i have big dreams.and im slowly trying to accomplish it i guess.step by step.level by level.slowly by slowly investing on making my balls bigger.

basically ya.my aim is still giving baby a good life and also i myself want a _______.

from what i see..it'll come 1 day or sooner.and things starts to make sense..i rather act now before its too late :)